AMAZING ..... beyond words ...

I wanted to share a post dedicated to this group of wonderful children & without a doubt Mr.B!!
Music is the core to a persons soul for it is a way to define and reach into one person with a person saying anything back - this teacher has a gift and he has embraced his students with it ... they in return have embraced him .... breath taking xoxoxo
I want to thank my son (10 years old) whom when I awoke today said "Mom I want to show you something .... hours and hours later I am still listening ... thank-you !!

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Lifes Pieces

Confined to the moment of mind
Swallowing each emotion that be-stilled the level of my soul
Beyond what my words could ever express
I grasp to the realization that I have so much more to learn
Once a young girl who was fragile to the core of life
Who became a young lady understanding the value of morals
Bloomed into a woman of knowledge and believe
Like the cycle of life - so shall my living be just that
Today it is always a beginning of something
Holding a sacret moment of yesterday
Willing to embrace it always ...

Can you image ...

waking up to the sound of pouring rain ....
both lying silently still in the dead of the night ...
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing ...
trying hard to capture the moment ...
share my inner most thoughts ...
would you dance, if I asked you to dance ...
I wanna bath with you in sea ...
Let me be the one to hold you ...
I'm not a perfect person ...
From this moment ...
I want to lay you down in a bed of rose ...
cause I will always love you ...
Today, tomorrow, forever !!!!

Understanding your words ...

It can seem so easy to just say thank-you , even sorry ...
however to be able to define what you are thankful for
to express why you are sorry
well that is completely something we seem to miss ...
The people that we have become seem to just accept a simple word
yes in moments the word can be just that ... not always!!
Is it enough for me to just say sorry when ...
my words or actions have emotionally taken your heart and stripped you empty..
Is it enough for me to say thank-you when ...
that you went above and beyond to make my day special..
For me it is important to express on every level that I possible can ...
In each moment or situation that I experience ...
think about that ... think about how an expression of one word and why ...
would be so important to be defined ...

Sunday July 19th, 2009 More Thoughts ...

would like to embrace every part of your mind - comfort each inch of your pain - love every pour of your skin - romance each part of your heart - lay in each others arms without any judgement - lose myself when I press my lips against yours - PLEASE DO NOT WAKE ME UP - I love dreaming about what it could be like in your arms - even if it only has happen once ... its moments last forever ♥

ONLY IF I COULD ...

If I could just close my eyes and express myself without boundaries
The emotion and thoughts would flow out of my mind, body and soul beyond what you could imagine ...
** CLOSING MY EYE'S **
I bring your pours to a level of comfort beyond the sensation your soul has ever felt
tracing every inch of your divined skin with my fingers
breathing along your neck as I nibble upon your ear
whispering nothing but my desire to inhale every part of you completely
I feed your mouth with fresh fruit and kiss you deeply after every piece
My hands will take you and lay you upon your stomach while I kneed my fingers into your back
leaving you in a state of complete relaxation
tapping each nerve in your body - releasing any tension you may have
Speaking to you with only my hands and lips
Your mind will become lost within each moment
...........................

Ever Be More Then Just That ...

I remember how you smiled at me
The way your fingers touched my cheek
When you took me into your sexy body - dancing
Pressing me firmly against the frame of my door
Exploring each others pours with passion
Feeling every level that was ever talked about
You shared yourself all night
I listened with such intense curiosity
There you where ... on every level
Hoping I had given you the same
Your mind a lone sent me into an expression of passion
The wisdom shared made my breath heavy
Inspiration and comfort made me feel safe
Being forth and honest told me I could say anything
In your arm ... breathless ... complete ... REAL
Imprinted in my mind .....

Lover ...

You will find me somewhere deep beneath the vines of my soul
Inside a world beyond what your mind could ever imagine
Embraced with tenderness and kind words
I will unconditionally love you for who you are
Never wanting nothing more or less then what you bring to me
Understanding that we will always be two souls - beings
Regardless of how beautifuly we entwine into one.

Remembering ...

There I laid in my bed awake and yet my eye's still closed
Remembering the way you softly use to hold my face as your lips would press against mine
How your smile alone would make my heart pound a thousand times faster
Your incredible smell that affected me on every level
Remembering how I could say anything to you without the fear of judgement
How you always made it okay no matter how bad it really was
Your words alone allowed me to grow
There I laid in my bed awake and yet my are now open ...
Your gone ... still I am here!

- A Road To My Soul -

Look deep inside the pupil of my eyes ...

You begin to see the soul of my being ...

Refreshed with love and understanding ...

Embraced with trust and comfort ...

Open to unconditional life and change ...

With these eyes I will embark an image forever ...

Your Eyes ... into your soul **

With These Lips ...

Softly with my lips, I will kiss every pour of your entire soul beyond the the vision that could ever be imagine ...

Whispering the sweetest of nothings into your ear with these lips until your soul is filled with the compassion and love that I yearn to give ...

Speak only the truth with these lips as I look deeply beyond the pupil of your eye into your breath taking soul ...

Embrace your lips, with these lips expressing my desire to become one within you with a soft gentle wisp ...

With These Lips ....

Raped Soul ...

I can't imagine how you see your reflection without a repulse of sickness inside you
Your a manipulating mule who will go to any length to satisfy your dark soul
Unable to just accept that you create the life around you
Using emotion to allow those around you to feel responsible
His wounds are deep and the blood is so fresh
Still in shock and unable to understand why he was your victim
Raging against every mean thought inside in his mind for he knows it is poison
Wanting nothing more for you to suffer the way you have made him
If I could inhale his every emotion to not suffer I would - for me I will then exhale and release
Sometime he tries to hide the hurt but for those who know just know
Always Here ...

GREAT SOULS ... AMAZING FRIEND ...

We sometimes get stuck in one spot in our lives for days, months, and even years ...
Unable to see why we keep tripping
Good friends are always there to pick you up, hold you while you cry, listen while you scream,
The better friends are there to tell how not to fall again
The best friends are the ones who clean you up while explaining to you ...
The next time you jump over the same log you have been tripping over days, months or years,
I am not going to keep cleaning you up because I love and care to much for you to ...
Continue watching you do the same thing to yourself over and over
This is not because I do not care or because I do not love you
It is because I do very much on both accounts ...
MATT YOUR A SUPER GOOD FRIEND ... HUGSSSSSSSSS MOOSHIE TOOSHIE xoxoxo

LOVE THIS SONG ..........

WEAK IN THE KNEES ....

Would you mind if I pretended we were somewhere else
Doin something we wanted to do
Cause all this livin makes me wanna do
Is die cause I can't live with you
and you don't even care

Would you mind if I pretended I was someone else
With courage in love and war
I use to think that's what I was
But now this lyin hurts to much
And I don't even know what for

I am weak in the knees for you
But I'll stand if you want me to
My legs are strong and I'll move on
But honey I am weak in the knees

Would you mind if I walked over and I kissed your face
In front of all your friends
Would you mind if I got drunk and said
I want to take you home to bed
Oh, would you change your mind

I am weak in the knees for you
But I'll stand if you want me to
My legs are strong and I'll move on
But honey I am weak in the knees

YOU ...

YOU ...
I listen to you speak and my heart pounds extremely fast
Wanting to place my hand upon your face
Inside a million questions run through my head
Unsure if I should even ask just one ...
Sometimes I wonder if you know where you are
Even if you understand how you got to be here
Wondering if I can hold you, even if it is not forever
Life will continue to take us to the places where our hearts make the choice for us to go ...
I can only hope in the end it will be us ...
United as one
Yet still very seperate souls!

EMBRACING YOU ...

Inspired to listen to the words beneath your soft lips
I watch your mouth as it moves with sorrow
Imagine how I could just place my arms around you once
Becoming lost within this very moment
Your hurt, confusion and pain would dwindle away
Close, I would comfort you into my heart
Taking your thoughts to a level of comfort you long to feel
Inhaling you completely.

((((((((((( YOU ))))))))))))) xoxox

For the one who embraced my entire soul into a world beyond I ever new ex histed in the reality of life ... I would love more then anything to go there ... to embrace you on every level I did before and to reach you on levels not yet even explored ... to deeply become someone you trust ... to comfort you knowing ... just being ... living ... laughing ... loving ...
Most of all smiling inside beyond any desire you ever have ...

Where can I even begin to share this ... how can I express this ... will you get me still ... or will I push you away again ...

INSIDE ...

I am scared and question a thousand times why now and not before ...
Sometimes we want something so bad and then it is gone as though it was never there to begin with ...
However it has left an imprint upon your heart so deep that you know it was ...
It does not have to be a touch, it could be a soft spoken word, a kind gesture, strength ...
What if it was a complete round circle ...
Everything and then more ...
Never forgetting and able to bring myself there when ever I close my eyes ...
I wondered if ever it would be again ...
A friend ...
There you are ...
Intense my body aches with excitement ...
My soul screaming for the full force of everything I can feel ...
Feeling the shaking of my legs ...
Heart pounding so hard ...
Inhaling and exhaling to keep myself standing ...
Why ...
It is so real that it scares me ...
I have been in love, I have felt love, I have given love ...
On levels unable to even explain I have felt so much more and beyond with you ...
It was a beginning ...
That has always stayed within my mind, body and soul ...
Inside ...
Forever ...
Always ...

HUGSSS N SMILESSSSSSS

I sit here with a rush of emotions
Not once has a smile left my face since I clicked on your email
Inside I know the emotion is beyond what my words could ever express
However, it is deep
Something that feels so complex
Yet, it is very simple and real
When you have known someone in your life that has
brought laughter, love, tears of truth and tenderness to you
You know that person is special
When you have been lost from each other and reconnect
Realizing you both where making the effort - breath taking
It is a simple feeling and again a very complex emotion
Isn't life's gifts the greatest gifts of all!
HUGSSSSSS N SMILESSSSSSSSSS Z-

ESCAPE

Fresh is the snow that is falling upon the pours of my face
Beaming sunshine glowing across the snow banks in the street
Causing me to close my eyes and stand still within this very moment
My mind is racing bringing my feet off of the ground
I begin to fly in the air in a completely different place
Never being lost or wanting to come back to the ground
I become empowered by the beauty of the things around me
Inspired to sing and feel completely peaceful
Inhaling and exhaling of which I see before me
Nothing will be the same again

HURT ...

Embraced beyond any emotion could ever express
I enabled you to do what you have done
No longer can I accept just a word of forgiveness
Time will only be what can heal my heart
Listen to my words now
Hold my heart with gloves
Know that I hear ...

BENEATH ...

Beneath the breath of your words ... is the truth of your being.
I pray for your deceiving soul and mind full games of evil to reflect upon yourself
May you walk a road of the shattered glass you have created around you
Hoping that the torture of the people you involved heal with comfort and understanding
Realizing that not everyone in life is as you have displayed ...

IT ISN'T PERSONAL ...

It isn't personal that ...
You allowed me to see where I needed improvement ...
To understand that I may be in way over my head ...
Realizing that I have made people feel less then what I feel for myself ...
That I will do whatever it takes to continue on without thinking how it affect those around me ...
Knowing that I may cause the life worth of a good friend to be hurt ...
That being two-faced is the only way I have gotten as far as I have in life ...
Sneaking to listing to ones words of hurt over and over make me less of a person ...
Lieing or cheating my own boss will allow me more access to my evil ...

REALLY ... KARMA ... that isn't personal that is a fact ...
Live your life for the way you truly wish to live it ... remember there is only truly one person you need to explain yourself to and that is ... your emotions ... your heart ... your soul ... how much would love the person sitting beside you if it was a carbon copy of yourself ...
Remember it isn't personal JUST FACTS ...

SUNSHINE, SMILES, & HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS