INSIDE ...

I am scared and question a thousand times why now and not before ...
Sometimes we want something so bad and then it is gone as though it was never there to begin with ...
However it has left an imprint upon your heart so deep that you know it was ...
It does not have to be a touch, it could be a soft spoken word, a kind gesture, strength ...
What if it was a complete round circle ...
Everything and then more ...
Never forgetting and able to bring myself there when ever I close my eyes ...
I wondered if ever it would be again ...
A friend ...
There you are ...
Intense my body aches with excitement ...
My soul screaming for the full force of everything I can feel ...
Feeling the shaking of my legs ...
Heart pounding so hard ...
Inhaling and exhaling to keep myself standing ...
Why ...
It is so real that it scares me ...
I have been in love, I have felt love, I have given love ...
On levels unable to even explain I have felt so much more and beyond with you ...
It was a beginning ...
That has always stayed within my mind, body and soul ...
Inside ...
Forever ...
Always ...