Saturday, March 14, 2009

LOVE THIS SONG ..........

WEAK IN THE KNEES ....

Would you mind if I pretended we were somewhere else
Doin something we wanted to do
Cause all this livin makes me wanna do
Is die cause I can't live with you
and you don't even care

Would you mind if I pretended I was someone else
With courage in love and war
I use to think that's what I was
But now this lyin hurts to much
And I don't even know what for

I am weak in the knees for you
But I'll stand if you want me to
My legs are strong and I'll move on
But honey I am weak in the knees

Would you mind if I walked over and I kissed your face
In front of all your friends
Would you mind if I got drunk and said
I want to take you home to bed
Oh, would you change your mind

I am weak in the knees for you
But I'll stand if you want me to
My legs are strong and I'll move on
But honey I am weak in the knees

Thursday, March 12, 2009

YOU ...

YOU ...
I listen to you speak and my heart pounds extremely fast
Wanting to place my hand upon your face
Inside a million questions run through my head
Unsure if I should even ask just one ...
Sometimes I wonder if you know where you are
Even if you understand how you got to be here
Wondering if I can hold you, even if it is not forever
Life will continue to take us to the places where our hearts make the choice for us to go ...
I can only hope in the end it will be us ...
United as one
Yet still very seperate souls!

EMBRACING YOU ...

Inspired to listen to the words beneath your soft lips
I watch your mouth as it moves with sorrow
Imagine how I could just place my arms around you once
Becoming lost within this very moment
Your hurt, confusion and pain would dwindle away
Close, I would comfort you into my heart
Taking your thoughts to a level of comfort you long to feel
Inhaling you completely.

Monday, March 9, 2009

((((((((((( YOU ))))))))))))) xoxox

For the one who embraced my entire soul into a world beyond I ever new ex histed in the reality of life ... I would love more then anything to go there ... to embrace you on every level I did before and to reach you on levels not yet even explored ... to deeply become someone you trust ... to comfort you knowing ... just being ... living ... laughing ... loving ...
Most of all smiling inside beyond any desire you ever have ...

Where can I even begin to share this ... how can I express this ... will you get me still ... or will I push you away again ...

INSIDE ...

I am scared and question a thousand times why now and not before ...
Sometimes we want something so bad and then it is gone as though it was never there to begin with ...
However it has left an imprint upon your heart so deep that you know it was ...
It does not have to be a touch, it could be a soft spoken word, a kind gesture, strength ...
What if it was a complete round circle ...
Everything and then more ...
Never forgetting and able to bring myself there when ever I close my eyes ...
I wondered if ever it would be again ...
A friend ...
There you are ...
Intense my body aches with excitement ...
My soul screaming for the full force of everything I can feel ...
Feeling the shaking of my legs ...
Heart pounding so hard ...
Inhaling and exhaling to keep myself standing ...
Why ...
It is so real that it scares me ...
I have been in love, I have felt love, I have given love ...
On levels unable to even explain I have felt so much more and beyond with you ...
It was a beginning ...
That has always stayed within my mind, body and soul ...
Inside ...
Forever ...
Always ...